“I don’t know how you do it”

I came across an interesting piece today on things not to say to a mom who works outside the home. (I don’t love the term “working mom,” because every mom works.) The author’s tone is a bit defensive, and I find it hard to believe she has personally heard all of these things (though perhaps I’m just lucky to have not encountered such judginess about my choices). But still, a few of her responses resonated with me:

I don’t know how you do it. It must be so hard. It is. I don’t know how I do it. But I don’t think that’s because I work, I think it’s because parenting is hard whether you stay at home or go off to the office. I don’t know how any of us do it. It’s glorious and rewarding and full of love and it is the hardest thing I’ve ever done. Balancing kids with anything else, whether a paying job or running a household or finding time to watch Honey Boo Boo, is nearly impossible.

You must be so organized to be able to balance everything. I have a love/hate reaction to this statement. At first, I bask in the affirmation. I believe I am organized. Then I remember — I am one set of lost keys away from a meltdown. I have mismatched socks, my kid went to school with jelly on his face and I haven’t exercised in a week. I have piles of books and clothes and god knows what else in my bedroom. I forgot a conference call yesterday and lost the planetarium permission slip. I let something slide every day. There is no balance. Only carefully controlled chaos. Pretty much like everyone else’s life.

Don’t you worry you’re missing out? Every day.  But then my son runs into my arms when I pick him up from school and climbs into my bed in the morning to tell me I’m the “best mommy ever,” and I know it’s going to be ok.

-M

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